I am minutes away from submitting my final module for my textiles degree. I have been proof reading all day and correcting my appalling spelling etc.. and its ready to go!!! The relief to have finished is palpable, yet - I can't quite let it go!! It feels so final and what am I going to lie awake at night thinking about? What will I do to fill my lockdown days - Its a very bizarre feeling - I've never been a very good completer - I'm definitely a starter, explorer, doer but not a finisher, it feels so complete and final and I don't care for for finality - its unchangeable, unalterable and fixed!!! not that I do change very well either, I just like a constant flow, a bit of spontaneity... but this chapter of my life is as good as over - and what a blast its been- these last two years have been such a learning curve and soooooo much fun. So I have very mixed feelings - a sense of achievement, relief I've completed , and sadness that it is all over. I will miss...